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[04 Feb 2008|09:38pm]
Dear Livejournal world -

I haven't written in a while. A lot has happened.

June 07:
Moved down to Connecticut with intentions on coming back to Buffalo in January.
Starting working at American Pie and Starbucks.
Josh and Mike left for China.
Started working at the Salon.
Started making many friends and going out a lot.
Lost a lot of weight.
Was too achy and over worked to sleep. Ever.
Was exhausted and sick a lot.
Broke up with Josh.
Visited everyone in Buffalo for a weekend.
Made more friends.
Made the decision that I was happy where I am, and that there was no reason to move.
Feeling content with life.
Met my new boyfriend.
Busy doing fun things.
Saw the Radio City Christmas Spectacular.
Picked up a fourth job at Biksbees for a while.
After working four jobs, cut American Pie out and started working only three.
Back to a healthy weight.
Sleeping normal again.
Trying to not work as much.
Saving more money.
Making real attempts to stay healthy.
Happy happy happy.
Me and the boy took a mini vacation to Buffalo.
So far this month is good.
I move out in March. :)

That's about it.
When you have three jobs and a boyfriend there isn't much time to use a journal, but I hope everyone is doing well.
I like feeling like I have a home. It's nice.

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Back in Bufalo next week. [07 Aug 2007|03:42pm]
I'm leaving next Friday (the 17th) for Buffalo at about 10am. I should arrive anywhere between 4-5pm. I'm not staying long. At all. I will probably be on the road again Sunday night between 5-6 or so. I'm not being a jerk when I say if you want to hang out, make solid plans with me first. The primary reason I will be in town is for Ashley's baby shower on Saturday, so between noon and six I will be with her. I'm also staying at her place in downtown Buffalo/elmwood area if you're close by.

People who already confirmed hanging out:

Joe V. (from Perkins)

I will definitely be out Friday and Saturday night, and will 100% accept anyone who calls/texts to find out where I am so they can meet up. I miss you jerks. :)

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[30 Jun 2007|09:53am]

I'm pretty much over the fact that I have become socially retarded.

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[07 May 2007|10:44pm]
Dear Livejournal.

I'm sick of being too tired all of the time. I live off coffee. It's sick. I work too much. But somehow I still try and find some sort of energy to stay very active. Sometimes I can't sleep at night because it feels like someone beat the shit out of me with a bat. Sweet!

Tomorrow I am having people over for birthday things. Get ahold of me if you are interested via AIM- Isaidithurts

At the end of August I am moving to Connecticut and working at Jim Barbaries, and in the meantimes getting my real estate license. My boyfriend will be leaving for Chinca to teach English, so that leaves me by myself in New York so we will be starting to box our things by the begining of July. Some stuff will be sold, the rest I will be renting a moving van. I am bringing the two cats with me, and staying with my dad for the first month until I can hunt down an apartment.

As of currently I bought a really nice bike, and I ride it to work even though it is 15 miles away and takes me an hour and twenty minutes to get there. I'm tough like that. I still work a lot of hours on top of it. I'm also addicted to Dance Dance Revolution. I'm working on beating all of the expert levels, currently. I also have two dance pads, so feel free to challenge me. Or to just play for fun.


Time to chew on some sleeping pills. Goodnight.

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[25 Mar 2007|11:00am]
Out of no where, I love coffee.
An abnormal amount.

Actually the truth is that I have become so addicted to this hot beverage that if I do not drink six cups of it first thing in the morning I become a raging asshole lunatic. I almost threw my cat.Stomping around all wild and such in my kitchen with my hair sticking out from random places.

I really, genuinely, seriously hate waking up in the morning.

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[16 Mar 2007|01:14am]
[ mood | amused ]

Today, I got so hungry that . . .

poor Emily.....

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[04 Mar 2007|08:26am]
Yesterday I had my first full day off in well over a week. An entire day off. Not just having part of my day off and considering it a full day off, but an actual day off. I seriously didn't know what the fuck to do with myself. haha. I almost spent $700 on a really nice camera, but then figured that I'm never around to really use it. I would buy it and then have one day off every two weeks to use it- in which case I will probably be too tired to leave the apartment.

Patricia wants to go skiing Sunday, but I'm suppose to be on call for that day. So I can't exactly count on having it off I guess. I have all of Friday off (so long as I don't pick up) but I figured it might be packed on a Friday night. I need to go at least once. And I haven't seen Patricia's smiling face in almost a year now. Wow. Which is mostly my fault because I never feel like seeing anyone. Ever. I'm such an introverted lazy depressed shut in. I still love all of you, though.

I think my next purchase is going to be an Elliptical machine (god knows where I will put it in this small place) or that camera. Obsessiveness wants to lose more weight, creativity needs an outlet. I should just buy both. And then knowing my luck my car will explode and I will need $2000 to fix it. And so goes my life . . .

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[23 Feb 2007|12:41am]
The Update:

• We adopted a new cat. Couldn't come up with a name. So her name stayed "Spare Bedroom Cat". SBC. Essi sort of sounds like a name I guess.

• I'm going to buy an elliptical machine. I don't even know where it will fit in the apartment, either. But I don't care. It just may have to fit in the kitchen.

• I feel sick all the time, and I have no energy. It's the weather. As much as I want to go skiing before winter ends, I think I want it to get nicer out instead so that I start to feel a lot more motivated than I have been.

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[14 Feb 2007|02:29pm]
It's pretty cold out.
Only a few more months of this shit. ehh.

Ski season!

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[30 Jan 2007|04:23pm]

Haiku2 for bloodxred
way i realized
that almost all of my friends
gave up on me and
Created by Grahame

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[27 Jan 2007|10:06pm]
I'm going to buy an eliptical machine.I'm sick of going to the gym. Because I hate people. And let's face it, the place is SWARMING with them everywhere.

I feel super sick lately. I hate it.
It's this horrible weather.
It mocks me.
It gets cold.
Wind blows in my face.
Ice chunks fly into my pupil.
And then in the cold wind...
I can hear it...
"fuck you, Miranda".

Well fuck you too, winter.

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[21 Jan 2007|09:31pm]
I'm fucking starving.
And really,really tired. I wish I didn't have to work. I want to sleep this shitty winter away, like I feel every shitty winter.

I stopped answering my phone. I'll start returning calls sometime around April.
Sorry for the delay.

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[11 Jan 2007|09:11pm]
I'm so, so, so, so, so tired lately.
In fact, I slept for 13 hours straight and wanted to sleep for about ten more.

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[10 Jan 2007|05:13pm]
I know I'm late,
but I hope everyone had a happy New Year.

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[20 Nov 2006|05:43am]
My, it's colder than a witch's titty out.


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[16 Nov 2006|04:26am]
[ mood | horny ]

The very recent in Beverly-Land:
I still love my apartment. It feels like home here, finally.
I wish I had more friends. You know. Other than my cat.
I feel crappy about liking waitressing so much. But it's working for me.
I feel like an idiot for keeping only 1 out of 5 of the classes I took this semester.
I feel like an idiot for still not liking NCCC.
I bought a food dehydrator and it was the best investment *ever*.
My feet hurt a terrible amount right now.

Nothing too important here.

Oh, + I had Emily fixed. She was very depressed that I put this on her:

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[06 Oct 2006|10:37am]
I got an email from an address that I don't quite recognize, but with a link to buy Valium online and shit. Funny, weird, and awesome at the same time.

I just sneezed all over the place. Seriously. It's all on my laptop monitor, keyboard, face, and chest. It's like my face exploded. HAHAHA. SICKKKK.

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[05 Oct 2006|08:13am]
I put a userpic up, and I don't like it. But I'm too lazy to take it down.

I have been so tired lately that I am almost unable to walk sometimes. School is not even 1/4 into the semester quite yet and I already feel too exhausted to go. I have to give myself credit for doing jack shit and still making decent marks, though. Due to no money I haven't bought any books for any of my classes, which I know I will eventually need desperately. I have been so physically sick and exhausted that I'm unable to concentrate on studying, it's pretty terrible and frustrating. And I know it's all because I'm a jackass. I fight with myself more than anyone in the entire world. Then when I lose a battle, I start to fight with other people for no reason.

My apartment is a disaster because I have been too tired to clean. Maybe if I just drank a pot of coffee and dedicated the rest of my evening to cleaning and put everything away, not seeing the clutter everywhere would clear my head. That's feng shui basics anyway, and for a good reason. I tried to throw out a ton of "crap" yesterday, but only came up with one bag of donations. I know there by all means should have been 8 bags of things I just don't need. uhg. It's also pretty pathetic that I have been here three months and there is STILL shit in boxes.

I'm rambling. Nothing important is going on. We might go to the corn maze tonight or go out and see a movie.

Either way, I realized that almost all of my friends gave up on me and wrote me off because they must think I'm not serious when I say that I'm always busy. Sometimes I feel sort of insulted, but mostly I've learned not to care anymore. Yeah, my life isn't serious, it's a big joke, thanks. Whatever.

I look horrid lately. I can't stand looking in the mirror anymore because I'm so stressed and it's made me look so ugly. I can't stand my face or anything about my appearance, and it actually made me start crying. *sigh*.

Oh, Josh and I dared my dad to jump off a cliff into Candlewood Lake, and he did. My dad is awesome.


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[20 Sep 2006|11:32pm]
This kitten has my heart for real.

Kitty in a box!

She rode with Josh and I to Connecticut and back over the weekend. She loves car rides, which is hilarious. Every time I stopped at the gas station people saw her sitting in the back window and had to smile. She also walks on her little blue leash very well. This cat = the best.

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[19 Sep 2006|05:00pm]
Being this busy has made me terribly ill.

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